Well...
I just finished midterms in the last few weeks, and I did pretty well on them. Consequently, I pretty much didn't show up to most of my lectures this week. I slept in everyday, only to wake up to go to work.
Basically a bad mix of overconfidence and lack of motivation.
But for some reason, I feel super inspired at the moment. A sort of second wind for academics. A second wind, as defined by Wikipedia, is a phenomenon in distance running, such as marathons or road running (as well as other sports), whereby an athlete who is too out of breath and tired to continue suddenly finds the strength to press on at top performance with less exertion.
"To press on at top performance with less exertion"
It's fifth week. I shouldn't be doing things like skipping my classes, I'm not that kind of person.
I remembered today. I remembered everything I was working for and remembered why I'm enduring through my dreadful job and courseload. I want to go to medical school and hopefully become a doctor one day. I want a big family, and a pretty nice place to call home. I want to be able to chill with the homies. I want to repay my mom for all she's done for me, Kanye West says it greatly, but you definitely have to listen to the grammy version.
And when I'm older, you aint gotta work no more
And Imma get you that mansion that we couldn't affordWe'll see how long my second wind lasts.